Well.... tomorrow I'll start a new adventure, after almost six years spent in the International Carbon Emissions Committee (also known as CECI).
Which are my feelings?
Most of all I got the perception of experiencing the last moments of my experience in CECI.
So many times I've told myself "this is the last time I'll use this toilet", "this is the last time I'll use my badge", "this is....". At the end it could have been a very depressive and boring day, but instead I've been very happy: all the good friends passing by and saying hello, exchanging a hug (not the last I promise... just a little break of time till the next).
Most of all I got the perception of experiencing the last moments of my experience in CECI.
So many times I've told myself "this is the last time I'll use this toilet", "this is the last time I'll use my badge", "this is....". At the end it could have been a very depressive and boring day, but instead I've been very happy: all the good friends passing by and saying hello, exchanging a hug (not the last I promise... just a little break of time till the next).
I was even a bit sad because all my most direct colleagues would have been at an offsite, where of course there was no reason for me to be.
I was scared specially of the lunch time, because I feared I would felt alone...
And instead such an amazing lunch: the yearly Bingo session with all gifts received for Christmas and redistributed as prizes!
Such a nice way to say not goodbye but see you soon again my friends!
Such a nice way to say not goodbye but see you soon again my friends!
And I'm sure of only this: inside I'll always be CECI....
But tomorrow?
Will I be thinking of my empty desk among the other desks in CECI?
Probably I'll have too much to do and think about, probably I'll have time only in the evening after that all the exciting things of the first day in the Watermelons Field will have calmed down...
Amazingly worded Paolo! Thank you, take care and see you very soon amico!
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